Where's my life?!

My mind is being brainwashed
with math and physics equations
CIP, leaddership, NYAA points.
Why? I asked.
Of course, its all for O levels. of course. of course.
Like it was a natural process, to get all of our memories to start thinking about studies.

It is not a nice feeling you know,
when you realise that you have not been living at all.
At that time, it would have been too late
to do anything else, but to follow this path that has been set for us, and that we will set for the future generations...
an endless cycle of course, of course.