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Nowadays I feel myself getting so so very jaded.
Wonder if you have ever felt as if you are just a spectator to your own life, looking on, and only realising things that others tell you.

Its as if im going through a motion. Yes, I understand that school, exams blahblah are important. I'm not dismissing them, its just that everything just saps the life out of you. Well, unless you are super smart. Unfortunately I'm not. And you probably aren't. Right?