Just realised

This is a late realization, but I don't think I can and should take things as they are anymore. I can't take those words as jokes anymore. I don't want to. Even though I tried my best to look at your good side, at your merits, I cannot stand your bad points. Why should I take these flying insults and cuss words when I have done nothing to offend you? Why should i be insulted because of your own shortcomings? I may forgive, but I will not forget. All the things that has been done and the words that you have said. Perhaps after ten years or so when we meet again it may be fainter, my grudge that is, but it will be there.
Oh right. Wait a minute, I don't really plan to meet you again. Have fun.

Movies alone

I went to watch the movies alone today. It was fine. I didn't feel that lonely, but I think that I fear. I fear being alone forever. It's okay I'd it's for a while, but not forever.
The thing was, whenever im with people I feel irritated. Especially with my family. I really dont know why. And it's super late now I can't take it anymore. Night.